Big Fat Negative

So I tossed and turned all night and didn't even fall asleep until 5 this morning wondering what the test would show. What else could it show but a BIG FAT NEGATIVE! Why do I do this to myself? I get my heart set on something to the point where anything else is so freakin disappointing. Now it will ruin my whole day. Chad still seems to think we need to wait until Sunday/Monday. I think he's wrong. We should know something by now! I'm so over this I don't want to even test anymore.