Taking a Break

So by now, I've calmed down a little and I can write again.  After hearing another "no" on Tuesday I was ready to give up on everything.  I started my period last night and all I kept thinking is I have to call the office and make an appointment for an ultrasound.  We've decided to stop for a little bit, at least until I can get my weight down a little.  I can't handle pumping my body with more hormones right now.  They are making me gain weight and I'm so hormonal I'm crazy.  Plus I'm beginning to miss a lot of work.  I quit Weight Watchers again this morning, so hopefully I'll continue to lose weight myself.  Maybe in a couple of months I'll be ready to try again.  Until then . . . .