Spotting

Last night I was exhausted after such a busy weekend.  I laid down shortly after putting Avery to bed.  I started feeling the dull ache again on my left side.  It lasted for awhile this time.  This morning I had no appetite, but forced myself to eat anyway.  I'm working out of the Winter Park office this morning and my stomach feels a little queasy so I went to the restroom and I'm SPOTTING.  So disappointing!!  I know I shouldn't expect anything different, but I was really hoping the Clomid and HCG shot would work this time.  Maybe this is God's way of telling me that he didn't want me going on an airplane pregnant.  I have a lot of people praying for me so I can't give up hope.  I know how important this is to Chad, and as much as I'm not looking forward to another round of hormones, I'll do whatever it takes to make this work.